hi guys okay okay this is gonna be the this is a some of my journaling my
journaling from September 7th to 2018 and this was when we were on our way we
took a little vacation and so and I know you're gonna say well how the heck did
you pull that off you know and so but I'm just sharing some things you know
some of the struggles and things that I you know that I've been having and it's
like we all have struggles and you know things aren't perfect and so anyway but
we went on a little vacation and it said this is September 7th 2018 and I've put
stopped it loves and Mickey D's for coffee and burritos noted the soldiers
who have brown boots that look like tennis shoes wearing chocolate chip BTUs
or Dizzy's I'm not sure what they're called anymore
on the way out a truck had streetside pools on the advertisement it was kind
of funny kind of like the puddles on the road and lagoons in the swamp they dug
out so we dropped spud off and he was sad and was going to try running out the
door so I wrote really sloppy that's why it's hard for me to read it a bunch of
motorcycles at mile marker 60 I write down the mile markers do the Purple
Heart Trail number 42 mile marker 31 at 9:15 two cars abandoned green stickers
before exit 29 at 9:33 this is on interstate 95 at 1933 Levi's reminded me
that Georgia Pacific had him take a psychology test and I had kind of
forgotten about that we were in Florida 2006 in West Palm Beach area and Georgia
Pacific and Savannah called and said they had an interview the next day we
drove from West Palm Beach to Savannah and stayed in Pooler on 80 it was at the
Econo Lodge I need to write that down because I couldn't remember the name of
the place but it was at the Econo Lodge got there around 1:00 a.m. he said the
HR person said it was like they're in school because they were taking an
algebra test and and so he reminded me when we were in the car that there he
was takin all kinds of tests and stuff just to get the job
there he said he hated it and he was he was kind of mad but he needed the job we
went to the historic district and stayed in a motel that is now torn down so the
motel I I don't know what it was called that it's not it's not there any longer
they tore it down I don't think anything's been built there since either
September 7th 1007 don't drive drowsy arrive alive that's all over the digital
billboards in Florida Florida digital billboards telling everyone to not drive
drowsy exit 339 h ey l 17 603 truck hail ruck and wine missing and then I
put 10 27 a.m. look like a giant lock on the truck
but you know what I was thinking it reminded me of okay so if you have to
take a psychology test to get a job isn't that a form of anti diversity and
even discrimination to be required to take a psychology test just to get a job
that's not I was kind of thinking and why would they have done that or why
would I was thinking the same thing like at the prison it was kind of the same
thing too cuz I I had to take some kind of tests and crap in order to get I went
in when I lived up in Iowa I applied for a job at the prison and I didn't get it
I'm kind of glad I didn't actually even though I needed a job I was kind of glad
that I I was kind of glad that I didn't get it actually all the stock market
must be open that's what the twinkling is he got he's got some text-messaging
and stuff on his phone now but he went swimming he modem and went swimming
that's my husband and so anyway but isn't that a form of
anti diversity in jobs if you have to take a psychology test in order to get a
job and so why why how come everybody can't get the job how come everybody
can't get a job and why do you have to take
psychology test to meet a certain criteria because that that would
actually take people out and of the job and and so that's what I'm thinking in a
psyche well so everybody can you know most people can probably if they're
applying for the job either they one need a job really bad or two it's
something that they're interested in so and so that's how I found even there was
jobs that I really you know there would have been lower down but I was still
interested in the job because it was because I needed a job so I was picking
jobs that were not related to the field that I went to college for but I needed
a job so I was applying for things that I was kind of more interested in and and
so I guess that's just what I was thinking like so do people who apply for
or have to do customer service and hospitality well they have to take a
psychology test now in order to get a job and isn't that anti diversity in
hiring you know it so that would be even like a my husband was a supervisor and
you know it's like I don't know the reasons why he got teared down I mean
that to me that's kind of frustrating and I I agree that you know that he he
felt tired and burnout and he did all that work all those years you know
graveyard I mean that's hard on people and there's been many many stories about
that you know how people's systems get out of whack
when when they have to work on those graveyard hours you know and so and but
now at the time when he needs help he doesn't have help and I'm talking about
with health care and I even think marijuana would help him legal marijuana
and then he could get rid of he's got like fifteen bottles of pills and I
think that would help him you know because it's like I mean granted there
was this things that I did except in him as a person that I knew was there but
it's like right now I feel like there's some medication side effects
that are happening you know and so that's to me that's really frustrating
because and I recognize that only because my mom shared with me she had a
similar experience with her sister and so as time passed her sister would get
would kind of have a say some really mean things and it's like okay so either
is that the person why are they saying that or is that because of the
medication the that's doing that so is that an opioid or something that's doing
that and causing that type of behavior and you know why is that acceptable you
know and and so he's paying retirement money out of his pocket for medical
expenses and I think that's sad too you know basically it's like torturing
people so anyway that's all I have to say right now I'll find something else
and I'll read more of my journal but yeah that one was important I wrote that
down because out of the blue he just said he just said it he says yeah you
remember when I had to come down here and take a psychology test and you know
he shared some other things that I ain't gonna say cuz oh I don't even think the
people are there anymore only to remember their names you know but he
said he felt really uncomfortable with having to take the psychology test and
and I was thinking it that that's anti diversity itself in hiring that's anti
diversity and making people take tests to get a job
yeah that's really fucked up right there and I kind of forgotten about that and
that was the same thing like with well so so like what kind of yeah hmm but I'm
kind of glad he said it though it's like they're yeah anyway well I'll see you
guys soon let me know what you think we're just having a discussion
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