Waching daily Apr 30 2018

The days go by but it does not count I have so much trouble living

Drunk with his scent so different from yours, worse

I counted every minute that holds me back to him as if I were my own prisoner

It's been a year since he saved me from you

I often wonder where I would be without you

I often wonder what you do, where you are, who you love Get out of my thoughts!

I changed my address, number

I balanced your letters and your faults

I pretended to have found strength

I keep deep inside me everything that you loved about me

I tried to forget you with another

Time does't seem to erase your faults

I try but nothing helps I cannot, I do not want, I cannot do it

I don't love him as I love you

I tried to heal with another

Who tries in vain to redeem your faults

He seems perfect, but he's not. I surrender, I cannot do it

I don't love him as I love you

I don't love him as I love you

He

He tried to comfort me, even though

He does not have your words or your past, it's true

But he does not have a taste for the party, for the night, for the others

For all that I hate

He dried all my tears, you know

He picked up your broken pots

And he has settled everything, your unpaid, your impostures, your erasures

All you left me

He loves me like crazy, he knows me by heart

He tells me "I love you" sometimes for hours

But he does not have your scent

Why do I smell you in his arms?

Get out of my thoughts!

I tried to forget you with another

Time does't seem to erase your faults

I try but nothing helps I cannot, I do not want, I cannot do it

I don't love him as I love you

I tried to heal with another

Who tries in vain to redeem your faults

He seems perfect, but he's not. I surrender, I cannot do it

I don't love him as I love you

Get out of my heart!