Waching daily Feb 1 2018

I'm Anton Saldana aka Tino Valentino singer/songwriter and this is my story

really believe it's really Michael Jackson like when I was really young it

was the bad album like they gave me the bad album I decided to take music

production in school then I met a band mates they're like that would become a

band that he staff called cosmic love there were a lot of people you know that

kind of supported it so it wasn't just me thinking to myself that maybe I could

do this

now I was in this thing it was working we were learning together

you know and that purpose around free like maybe 11 years until you know

eventually we went our separate ways but that's really the beginning of like I

guess you know if I answered your question and sorry

this was before the theater and it has an impact to us at least you know the

sound and I felt like it was like we were buzzing about it we shot a video in

three days it was like 5,000 likes or something is shared so something like

that like wow it never happened in any of my bands or whatever a week after

that like and it was supposed to be the unveiling of like a wake-up and then

they like poured a lease in my room and I didn't know that my family had talk

amongst themselves to like can either read intervention if you will and they

take me to rehab so you know like my love affair if you will with substances

started like maybe in high school or something and I like just doing what

kids do and I just do it occasionally you know at first just for studying or

something you know maybe our excuse in that curiosity that led me to being

addicted to the speed specifically shabbu

how many nights turning today's catch me I'm useless trying to find a way

another excuse yeah I could write better you know in the mind you know like or I

could write more you know I could be recorded in wrote two songs tonight you

know like they were still awake being a college student collegiate kind of like

we were cool in school they knew who we were you know that was the thing maybe

that that had an appeal to me like we were pirates doing this thing we were

doing drugs but in my mind like that's what they expected of you you know being

in a proper you know band you know

they told me I'd be there for a year and I'm like no else no I'm not gonna be a

year like you're wrong to say I have a gig and I even said no you can't shave

my hair you know it was military almost kind of style waking up at 5:00 sleeping

at 8:00 maybe scrub the floors and stuffing you only one rule and that's

the breathe in father that's what they say can't listen to music you can't play

music I got reprimanded like so bad for just

tapping my feet you know in my mind like without music and useless like and not

and not anything at all I thought you'd just teach me a lesson or something but

then when my birthday passed and I was still there you know it's like okay I'm

gonna be here for a while yeah and I had to realize like everything on the

outside was gone like my band you know I had to like take the time to you know so

many things can happen in a few weeks what more a year so and I knew it'd be

there for a long

yeah make you write a journal every night which was your private sanctuary

you got 10 minutes to write before you sleep so you know I kind of like write

poetry I need the vent I needed to like II need

an outlet to express my negative negative feelings you know there I

wasn't really positive it wasn't positive at all when I was like wow you

know I don't want to be here I couldn't even like take them out I had to

memorize them in my head and some I was able to like sneak out of three air but

you know positivity

yeah we just play the gig like Christianity pura vida just live your

life have fun don't hurt anybody that's it and use sunscreen no I'm not gonna

lie you know I think about it all the time and I'm sure I learned something

from my I am still learning from my mistakes I try to keep busy now and I'm

still making music quicker than then I used to even you know collaborating with

a lot of people you know I don't even need to think too much about it I'll

just do it and you know they say you're only as old as the girls that you fuck

so I'm doing good I'm not kidding there's a lot that I don't wanna lose

you know now

in his famous words iku George Clinton

free your mind and your ass will follow